Jin and his not so colourful life....

You only have yourself to blame..

2011-09-17T14:55:00.002+08:00

Sijin ah Sijin, stop blaming other factors for ur own downfall. U not being able to study and losing ur loved one is only because of yourself. Dont blame luck, dont blame your family, dont blame the girl, its all your own doing, so BLOODY HELL WAKE UP NOW! You have screwed 1/3 of your life, and its the most impt 1/3 of it, it will lay down ur future and all, and yet u're still in denial.. WAKE UP UR IDEA U IDIOT!

need to keep telling myself this or else i would just continue being dumb.

Growing Up...

2011-08-24T13:52:00.003+08:00

Growing up is a process everyone goes through, but what i mean by growing up here is actually being more mature in your thinking...
For something like this, its the same, everyone goes through this at some point in their lives, but when?
To me, you haven't grown up much at all, yes its true that there are many things u understood now, but true maturity is not in you..
This makes me kinda disappointed and frustrated. It all seems to me that everything was gd until the feeling sinked in. Yes i know it was wrong and immature of me to see it that way. The way i dealt with the problem wasn't exactly great, but my approach, at least to me, was okay.
What about your side, i m not even sure if u saw a problem. Things that were in your mind, i can never understand or tell.
If only you were much more mature and less dense, u would have saw that this is no reason to breakup. I may have done wrong, and i know my feelings were exaggerated, but u made me feel that way and u really handled it badly... I love u too much, which caused me to act this way. Now that i know i m at fault, would you please forgive me? :(
I know its bad for me to say, but i love u like mad and would rather be a bit selfish just so u could still be with me, i promise to improve and do my best to make u happy everyday.
So, just a wish on my part, grow up soon, realise that we could not have broken up, and return, will u my dear? :)

I love you.. :)

Can i?

2011-08-19T09:19:00.002+08:00

Can i hope that u read my email again?
Can i hope for u to think about those times we had?
Can i hope for u to realise that my love for u is something no one else can replace?
Can i hope for u to hint me so that i can go for u again?

So many can i(s)... so many in my head its impossible to write them all out.

But girl, i just want you to know, i really care and i m willing to change for u, willing to not commit any mistakes again....

Vivid Chain Of Dreams

2011-08-04T10:26:00.002+08:00

Green Tee, White skirt, holding and walking, hesitant to kiss, got me giddy and fainted... den twist?!
Yeah My dreams are as usual, super weird, today i dreamt of something i would like to call "chain of dreams" Its started with me holding your hand, we were walking down this built-up area, much like your usual void deck in singapore. I believe we were about to kiss.. and the next moment i just blacked out. lol.
When i "woke up", its like the start of a whole different dream! I was at home and my brother asked me what happened. Before i could answer, i went into another blackout.. hahaha
This time when i "woke up", its a whole new thing again (surprise, surprise. :/) This time i was again at "home" (i suppose so la but the place looks different) This time greeted by my sister, she asked why i didn work. I went to look at the alarm clock and saw that its 3pm!!! I scolded my sister and asked why didn she wake me up for me... and as u guys probably can expect, i "fainted" again...
This time, i woke up in the toilet. And i knew something was wrong, so i kept slapping myself until i woke up. And clarified that its all dreams! haha.
Machiam inception sia, and i realised i could actually control my dream at the last part! When i slapped myself after realising its a dream, i actually could command "myself" inside the dream to slap "myself"! hahahaha.

Deep down, i hope this dream was actually reality...

Thats all! :D

Been some time huh?

2011-08-03T14:24:00.003+08:00

Writing this in my office with nothing to do currently... but too bad this computer has no chinese! zzz. Can't relate my story well via english.. guess i'll find time to write at home. haha...

Life is actually not that great huh?

With so many things on your mind... and you tend to procrastinate on important things, instead priortising stuff that are not important logically.

i wonder why and what i m ranting about at this moment, maybe i just hope for too much?

Time to let my legs recover..

2010-09-23T13:02:00.002+08:00

Yesterday's run was quite bad... and i got slower by a minute, but that was because i forced myself, or else i would have been much much slower.

Legs are feeling the ache nowadays due to running too frequently i guess, shall let them let for some time.

Lets hope byt he time i go run again i got faster! haha.

Slowly, but surely.

2010-09-14T23:13:00.001+08:00

Just finished my run in 32 minutes.

1 more minute reduced

Lets hope in a months time i can finish in 28 minutes...

Okay maybe thats too much, how about 30 minutes? =D

SIJIN SIJIN SIJIN! GO GO GO!
SIJIN SIJIN SIJIN! GO GO GO!

=)

34 to 33

2010-09-09T23:15:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's run was 33 mins, today's was also 33 minutes.
1 minute improvement!
haha.
Hope to see 29 soon, even if its 29.59 i also happy, lol.

Strive for Fitness to be regained!

2010-09-05T11:35:00.002+08:00

Been a long time since i last posted! Suddenly feel like posting again! So here i am!

Wanted to record down my improvements in my strive to regain my fitness back in those sispec and MPTS days.

Yesterday's run was 34 minutes for 6km.... not good but at least i improved from my 1st run! which i remembered was show as hell, it was about 45 minutes... lol.

Now that i m here again, i realised my last post says that i have 10 months to ORD, but now i m left with 159 days! thats 5 months +, haha.

I shall reach for IPPT silver once again!

Okay just a small record, ciao!

1 yr has past, 10 more months to go!

2010-04-13T20:34:00.002+08:00

Yeah! Today marks the day i serve NS for exactly 1 yr! I have 10 more months! =D
People always say once u're a second yr soldier u'll be different, but i don't feel it yet... Well at least this days marks sth, haha.
This 1 yr has its ups and downs, if i wanna talk abt it i can go on and on forever, but nah i not so bo liao to talk abt my NS life, lol.
Just wanna record down this day to mark my 1 yr soldier! lol. Lots of ppl from my batch are having a hype abt it, for me i m quite happy lol, maybe i m influenced. =)

Tats all folks! =)

1 Dollar? OMG! lol.

2010-04-05T23:03:00.002+08:00

I just ate Fish & Chips at Fish & Co. for 1 dollar! hahahaha! For those who don't know. Its Fish & Co.'s offer for earth hour, where the 1st 10,000 customers using the coupon will get the fish and chips at 1 dollar, the coupon is print online de lol. So get it fast be4 u become the 10001st customer! haha...

Sad...

2010-03-30T10:07:00.002+08:00

3 of my guys are posting out, and i was told to decide who will be the 3. Honestly, i dun wan anyone to go, but i was left with this evil thing to do... In the end i had to choose, and when i finally decided, the rest dun wan this guy to leave, instead they wan another guy which they deem as the weakest link, to go.

I was left with a hard decision to make... to me, hes not all tat bad. He actually does help out with work and all, but its true tat he left them behind when they needed him the most. But its just once, i really dunno. In the end i had to change and make him go instead to keep the team there.

I feel so evil. If only i could keep everyone...

Reality is tat cruel.

Chums!

2010-03-18T13:08:00.002+08:00

Finally got to meet some of the chums again! Been a real long time, so thanks man guys! Esp Kiro who organised =)

This group of frens i have for 5-7 years, we can still talk like nobody's business and joke ard even after not see-ing each other for such a long time. Army eats away my time and freedom, but at least i noe they will be my frens for a long time to come, lets not talk about forever which is too unrealistic, but really, we will be frens for as long as i can remember. =)

Not forgetting my JC frens, they are also frens who i will be with for the longest time to come =)

On a side note, I HAVE DUTY THIS SATURDAY AGAIN! ZZZ.

Wah this is crazy!

2010-03-17T16:26:00.002+08:00

Haha another sharing session, this time its a news!

http://www.whatsonxiamen.com/news10892.html

See for yourself, its really damn happening. lol.

I wonder wat will happen if someone does this in a place like singapore. But i believe it will be the same, many guys will go and see but very few will dare shout the name. lol. But i think it would be as crazy as wat happened in China, because guys are more lazy den despo? lol.

Sharing time again! =)

2010-03-15T14:41:00.004+08:00

Found this on facebook from royston, haha needa thank him for allowing me to share with every1 else =)

Enjoy! =)

Read Slowly...

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.

If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.

Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.

But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?

*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)

*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?

*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?*

People live, but people die. I want to tell you that
you are a friend.

If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)
you would bein my heart.
Would I be in yours?

Haha yeah thats it. Personally for me, i also always had the fear of losing a fren if i confess and get rejected, but in the end, i have always tried to improve my position and confess in the end. Everytime i did, i get rejected, haha. But from my experience, it does not mean that i have lost a fren, we will still talk and are still frens, even though its true that the frenship ended up dampened, and i m no longer as close to those i loved as we used to be. But at least we are still frens. Well thats how things always are(with a few exceptions of course), and i totally agree with this, so i always confess. =)

Yes its true that we cannot decide who we love, our heart decides, and for me, it sometimes makes me feel evil or bad. Like its wrong to have feelings for more den 1 person and u canot decide, or its wrong to change ur feelings suddenly because ur hearts tells u so. I really hate myself for sometimes being like this, because i develop feelings easily. Everytime it happens, i spend loads of time thinking who i really like, and i never dare make a move as long as i canot decide. I will only try to woo the girl i like only when i decided and know that the person i really love is her. As for the rest, i have to confirm that they are just crushes or gd feelings but not love.

Sometimes i wish that my heart will not be like this, but wat can i do?

Plenty of thoughts suddenly, hope the rest reading this noes how they feel, and understand how i feel =)

YES I STRAIGHTEN OUT!

2010-03-12T11:38:00.001+08:00

Yes, i finally thought through and got my conclusion! Happy =)

Clash of the 2 sides.

2010-03-11T10:04:00.004+08:00

Dark: All i did was a wrong step, i did not really harm anyone right? At least i m quite sure i didn't.
Good: No! You are evil because you actually start realising that its like slowly going away yet u went on and do it!
Dark: That was because i already started! Its not like that! I was really looking forward! Just that nearing the end i started to feel less and less,because....
Good: Because? Because u are actually comparing with something better! How could u!
Dark: But thats wat my lord tells me, how to defy my lord?
Good: Thats why i say u are EVIL!
Dark: Yes i noe i noe, i really wish u could change me and make me better
Good: Yes i m trying my best and i have been reminding you over and over again,but seems like your powers are too overwhelming.
Dark: Yes, thats because its something from the soul! the lord! So hard to defy!
Good: Now that wats done is done,its all too late, i just hope everything goes well for us.
Dark: Yes, i hope so too.

Dark & Good: All we can say is that we really regret,and we really sought forgivness and understanding. Please.

Sharing!

2010-03-03T15:07:00.003+08:00

Been reading more lately,haha...but reading random and stupid stuff la....still i feel like sharing wat i read =).

Firstly its this: http://www.dailychilli.com/news/2634-student-kills-roommate-for-snoring ,yup the link says it all,so becareful when u snore =P. Haha actually i think this is crazy,tat person must be out of his mind.

Secondly its the love quotes,wanted to share them the other day but ended up didn,so share them now.

"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...
Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to hav YOU....
The one who turns to his friends and say, thats her..."
For all the girls reading, this should be Your ideal BF =)
(Me? =P)

"I love you takes a second to say, but a lifetime to prove"

"For those who have entered my heart, it remains there in the tiny little corner forever" <---- I think this one applies a lot to me =)

"It is all about finding the right person in your life, someone who understands and is willing to complement each other.... and everything will turn out right" <---- I feel that this one is telling you that looks and appearances really should not matter, but many think otherwise which is sad.

Ok thats it for now, hope you guys like the quotes. =)

Some of this quotes set me thinking....

Some things i find very interesting to share.

2010-02-27T02:13:00.002+08:00

DOING DUTY IS DAMN SIAN! Happen to cross by these quotes,find them useful and interesting and heartwarming. So here to share.

"The couple that fights the most is the one most in love, it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention to the person so they can fix it. When you stopped fighting it means you stopped caring."

Okay la maybe just share 1 for today. Share more again. =)

Is there a need for a change?

2010-02-23T13:38:00.002+08:00

What is wrong with me? I know very well that i m being taken advantage of,and i noe i dont feel gd abt it,but i allow and agree to it. I dunno if its called being nice or being stupid,but time and time again i let ppl take advantage of me. Maybe i shudn't be saying that,maybe i shoud call it helping people,i really dunno. Am i really helping people,or m i just letting them eat me up. Isn't being nice and helping others supposed to be sth tat makes u happier, Instead i feel so taken advantage of. Why is this world so cruel,and everyone is just trying to take advantage of each other. Is there no such thing as kindness? thinking for others? not trying to benefit at the cost of someone else? Should i change and become like the rest? I tell myself no. But i still feel the unfairness,so m i selfish because i feel that things are unfair towards me? Because when i wanna help someone u shudn't be feeling that way.

This world....

Thanks all!

2010-02-19T13:29:00.002+08:00

Writing to thank everyone who has shown their concern for me,really thankful,and i m getting better,a lot better, so yeah. =) At least now i m starting to feel that things aren't all that bad,and i m actually hoping for better things to come,so hope they really come. =)

Shall patiently wait for the day of judgement. =)

Some regeneration.

2010-02-18T10:14:00.003+08:00

Well,at least i've got some strength to push me on,but i dunno how long more i can go. I really thank those nice people who appeared recently and made me feel that life is actually not so bad. Like you noe the anutie who gave me the angbao which i mentioned on my previous post, and one of the mdms actually tried to fought for me because she felt that wat i m getting is really not justified and she even called me to ask me if i wanna get my punishment erased. To me,i m alr half dead,so serving or not does not matter,and if i dun serve i m sure that ass will come for me again because he didn get wat he wanted,so i guess i'll just forget it and serve. Well u can say i m stupid la,and i actually kinda agree that i m la,i mean who wouldn't want to be lifted from punishment when they can,and somemore its like officially lifted.... well to me,i prefer not to pursue things and i really don't like to trouble people to help me,esp nice people =). Thats just me la. Of course there are more people to thank but i shall just mention these 2.

Oh and yesterday i went for a run alone at night,a very gd way to let myself forget about everything else and also train up,killing 2 birds with 1 stone eh? But some things just cant be forgotten,even though u may be real tired while running...

How long more can i stay like this? Heart feels dead,body feels tired,mentally tired,lazy to think but still think... how long more?

I really love this diary of mine,i can write anything i wan,its like an outlet for me to empty the filled bottle,or at least pour away some things so that theres still space left =).

Sleep mode...

2010-02-17T11:53:00.003+08:00

I am seriously going to breakdown soon,so many things have happened and i m really tired,so to all my frens,if u see me real sian when i go out with u guys,or if i reject a nice offer to go and hang out,please do not blame me.... i m really sry but i m really tired....i feel like just having a more quiet place for me to just stay and do nth. I think i feel most at ease at home and using the computer for this period of time so i hope u guys can understand. And don't ask me why i m like this,even i dont really noe,all i noe is tat many things are on my mind and many things happened.

I really hope i can find the energy for me to continue until april before i can finally get a lighter job,please grant me the strength...

On a side note,the auntie who comes everyday for cleaning work gave me an angbao today,and insist i take it even though i keep saying no. In the end i took it =S. I just wanna say that it is so nice to know that there are such nice ppl in this world,but if only there are more of such ppl in this camp of mine... or rather more of such nice ppl in the world,the world would really be a better place...

I really really wanna just sleep and don't care about anything,unless u grant me strength...

Birthday! =D

2010-02-12T22:27:00.003+08:00

Yeah gonna talk abt some of the birthday celebrations tat took place ytd and today =)

11th Feb: went to xin wang at yew tee point! They got me a white jacket! Really thanks ppl! I dunno how else i can express my thanks,but realy thanks la,haha. Had quite a lot of fun talking to each other and catching up on times as usual which is really whats really impt to me. And TANGWAH CAME which is really sth to be happy because as i hav not seen him in a long long time.But didn get to talk to him much because we were sitting faraway,but its ok la haha,its just tangwah wat,also not some1 impt =P. And i saw Jon mark! and Wilfred! haha also happy to see them again after a long time,remebering the gd old times in MPTS made me happy =) Went home happy =)

12th Feb: went to have dinner with MPTS section mates! Really thanks to Kun ming who got it organised =) Talked abt our own jobs in our different working areas,who was really interesting.Lots of fun and laughter coming from them =) This section is really a special one,and i hope we can keep in contact for a long time to come =)

Lastly,i wanna thank all those who made me smile on my bdae,u noe who u are =)

Twenty! =)

2010-02-11T13:55:00.002+08:00

Yes 2day i m 20 years old,and of course i must say many many thanks to all who have wished me,i know that last year i mentioned every name who wished me,but this year i m not doing it.Not because i feel that the wishes are insignificant or whatsoever,but i just felt weird to do it this year,haha.dunno why.

Yeah ytd we went to celebrate Ben's bdae and mine(since only 1 day difference) at swensens,its was overall a fun day.But nth much i can write here haha.I guess all i can say is thanks to all who came and paid for me,and the cake! =D Also special thanks to sq who came even though it was so late alr,she shudn't have came haha.

And 2day they are celebrating for me again! I m really really thankful,what else can i say? I dunno how to make it seem like i m really thankful,haha ps.

Shall update again maybe some days later after 2day's celebration! =D

CNY Shopping is O-V-E-R! =D

2010-02-07T12:26:00.002+08:00

So another year of CNY shopping has concluded. Lets look at this year's!

Black Superman Tee: $49
Red Shirt with black buttons: $40
Purple and Green Topman Tees: 2 for $29
Black Uniqlo Slim Fit Jeans: $70
Grey Berms: $25
White Pedro shoes: $99

TOTAL: $312!

Hey,i went back to my blog's archives and checked out my spendings last year,and it was 313(lol 313 @ somerset)! haha so this year i spend 1 dollar less =D If i got the Pink shirt instead of the Red one,it would have been 361 sia. lol.

Okay la i m happy as long as the anount spent is not a lot different as compared to last year,or else it would mean tat i have become more prone to shopping,haha =)

Bad Buy!!!

2010-02-01T09:39:00.002+08:00

Ytd i went with my family to get some clothes for CNY. Went to a few shopping malls,but tats besides the point. Wat i wanna talk abt 2day is a bad buy!!! We went to ION as one of our stops,and went into River Island to shop,i saw this Pink Shirt which was real nice,but it costs 89 bucks(kinda ex for me),but i tot i just wanted to try it den and see how.So i tried the only Size S left,and it looked great! However,in the end i decided to look around more before buying because i tot it was too ex and wat i really wanted to get this year was a Orange shirt!(didn even see a single one throughout the whole day of shopping,looking through like 30+ shops) In the end,after some tot,i decided to get tat shirt because orange shirts are like non-existant(dunno why i see them on TV),but when i went back to the shop,the shirt was sold!!! The retail advisor tried to help me check if theres still stock from the other outlets,but it was no gd.I was really really disappointed and sian,likejust a few hours and its gone alr!!M size was too big for me so i gave up,and settled for a 40 bucks red shirt,half the price and half the quality zzz.When i compare the red shirt to the pink one,its just SO UGLY ZZZ.

I have learnt never to hestitate when u really wanna buy sth,unless u really have no money or its really not worth it,or u have gotten too many of those things alr. IF NOT,JUST BUY.

Lets just hope i will find sth nice at bugis this weekend,so tat i will feel better. =)

EATING SPREE?!

2010-01-25T17:05:00.002+08:00

Lol went for my 1st ever EATING SPREE ytd with Kiro Yingy and ML...If u're wondering wth tat actually is...its actually like every share a few dishes(usually 1 to 3) at 1 stall,den go to another 1 and do the same,den another 1....and so on.... Kiro came up with tat idea,lol.
So we went to 3 at bukit timah area,ard beauty world there.
1st stop! WhiteTownCoffeeHouse(not sure if its house or shop,but shud be house bah)Ate nasi lemak and potato curry with bread.Quite nice!If u guys go there u shud read the menu and find "black tea"...in chinese it says "红茶" which means red tea,i wonder if its black or red lol.
2nd stop! Some stall along the line of stalls opposite beauty world.We ordered 扣肉包 which me and kiro wanted and didn eat for a long time.Poor yingy and ML have to agree with it =P.Nice Nice!Very long nv eat le! Satisfied =D
3rd stop! The bukit timah hawker centre! And we ate from the BBQ seafood stall! Ordered LALA!STINGRAY!potato leaves -.- ....(lol the potato leaves seems noob when i typed the other 2 dishes be4 it) honestly my 1st time eating lala,quite nice =) But their stingray not very gd la....
Seems like the eating spree wasn't very very "spree-like" but at least it was 3 in a row! KILLING SPREE! XD
After tat we went to play pool,i lost all 3 games...damn cuis lol...
Had a great day! Shud do more eating spree! One day we must eat from 10 stalls! HOLYSHIT! haha....

K at Chevrons!

2010-01-18T10:19:00.002+08:00

Went Karaoke with some of the s22esss at chevrons! ITS FREAKING CHEAP LAH! SING 4 HOURS ONLY 6 BUCKS INCLUDING DRINKS AND SNACKS! haha...if u ppl like to sing and dun mind the place a bit cui den ur kbox,u can go there as long as u hav a fren who is a member(me! =D) to go along with u. I really sing until damn high lol! I know tat when i sing i dun care abt the surroundings when i get high,so sry guys if its too hard to listen to,lol.

SING MORE! =D

Time for an explaination.

2010-01-12T09:18:00.002+08:00

Hello,1st of all let me apologise for being harsh in my posts,i have reason for them.A lot of things has happened since i 1st met her,and those things are freaking me out.I mean,theres this period of time i m sms-ing this person using her phone tats not her,i guess u all noe.And in the end she actually knew abt it but didn tell me.Ok i m fine with the thing,because at least she gave me an explanation and came clean,which is wat i prefer.Wat i dun like is using other people's name,i think u all can see tat.U see,its not the 1st time sth like this has happened,some1 was pretending to be my fren and sms-ing me,and tat person was alwayz talking abt me and her,so who else can i suspect?I noe its not gd to jump to conclusions,but theres nth else i can do.Anyway i did not just pin point it at her,i mean if its really not her and she givs me some explaination i m ok with it,at least if u tell me abt it, i will appreciate it,like when she told me she knew abt her fren sms-ing me.In the end i was ok wat.So after the "pretending to be my fren and sms me" thing,which i did not complain and scold about,because i have no reason to believe it was done by ur side.But this time sth else happened,which was the pretending to be my fren on this blog, "pangpang". This time,u canot expect me to say its not from ur side wat,because its quite clear it is,now tat u guys start revealing urselves.But when i 1st did the scolding,i didn totally mean it was from u guys,i mean its most likely from ur side,but i didn wanna totally believe,so in the end all i scolded was for the person who has been pretending to my frens to get the f out of my life.I noe its harsh saying tat,but put urself in my shoes,if u keep having people pretending to be ur frens,and u hav been talking to some1 u dunno under the permission of some1 u noe,and u are so freaked out,wat will u do? If u all noe from my reactions after knowing tat its not her,but her fren using her number to sms me,u all shud noe tat i was very freaked out.Like i hav been ignoring all the smses after tat,and i even just walked away(which was rude i noe,my bad,but too scared),when i saw some ppl whom i dunno approach me at the bukit batok mrt station. I m not trying to say anything but i just dun like to alwayz hav ppl i dunno suddenly talking to me or telling me they are my frens when they are actually pretending,feels like i have no privacy,feels like ppl can just get to me anyhow.U guys get wat i mean? Again i wanna say sry on those areas which i m at fault,because i dunno wat else to do or i m just doing it out of sudden fear or anger. If u guys wan the thing back,can i have her talk to me herself,i just feel unsafe because of the recent happenings.I will get to her after some time if i dun receive anything.thanks.

NO more entertaining...

2010-01-11T10:53:00.004+08:00

Do u noe how tiring it is to keep having such things happening,like how long has this been going on? I m really going to just ignore,so can u please kindly just stop bothering me? If u really just want to talk,den do it.Dun go ard getting other people to come and contact me all of a sudden.It just feels like everyone in the whole world noes my number. How great... At least have some respect and dun just giv my number to anyone,especially to people i dun even noe. Please,u at least have some brain to noe this right? I wont mind if its people who i noe,but tell me,how many times recently have i been receiving smses and calls from people i dun even noe? And they can just get my number so easily. I even have people pretending to be my frens all of a sudden,my blog...even through sms. And how the hell do u expect me to be comfortable with this? Come on la,u noe its not very nice right? I m so tired,so freaked out,so scared... U won the whole damn thing and i lost,u happy? Can u just stop it already,if u wan anything back from me,just tell me,i will giv it all back without asking for anything. In fact,i didn even ask for anything in the 1st place. I would really Thank You so much if u can just stop this.

APPRECIATED(ONCE AGAIN). =)

Enough is enough.

2010-01-06T22:38:00.002+08:00

Recently with all this shit happening,i say enough is enough.Stop acting like my frens and all,i dun even noe who the fuck is doing this,come on la have some guts,dun act as other people to do things.Why? Your name suck?Cant let ppl noe?Just wat the hell is wrong with u?I say u just get the fuck out of my life and stop being a nuisance whoever you are.Go fuck yourself.Either tat or tell me who u are,maybe u hav a chance den.

APPRECIATED! =)

So tired...

2010-01-04T13:38:00.002+08:00

Just feels so dead recently,all those things pouring down on me....luckily things are slowly going away,but the deadness in me remains....
Screwed up many things in the camp... cant say tat its not my fault,but its probably due to those shit happening to me recently,i cant work properly...
I really hope things get better for me soon,and i start being alive again...or else its gonna be getting F**KED everyday.
Please....save me....

TWO-ZERO-ONE-ZERO! =)

2010-01-01T18:14:00.003+08:00

So countdown for 2010 was as usual with sec sch chums! Its like a must for me to celebrate this part of the year with them every year,because we hav really been super frens for a very long time.Ate at fish & co. .... like quite sian the food there lol but nvm,watched treasure hunter,a bit lame the show and not very nice...haha.Den overnight at jon's. Actually we didn do much as usual,but the impt thing is not wat we get to do tgt,but its the hanging out and catching up tat really matters =) So i still had a lot of fun,really. =D

2009 was indeed a year with many happenings...Results not very gd i would say,but i m ok with it la,not really a bother. Enlistment into SAF was this year,a whole new experience,and not a very gd one,but still ok.Got freaked out like crazy.Got some stupid things happening ard me.But finally the year has ended and its a start of a a new year,hope those crazy stuff go away with 2009! =)

Talking abt this new year...must hav new year resolutions la...in one of my previous posts i talked abt writing it here,but honestly i haven really tot of any i wan this year...must just come up with a few things on my mind now...

1.Secure my place in uni THIS YEAR!(to feel safer and can stop worrying abt it)
2.Get F**KED less from my superiors(sry for the vulgarity)
3.For ppl to stop lying to me and freaking me out.
4.The happiness of all my frens,esp those with problems and those in relationships to have everything going smoothly for them(u guys noe who u are =) )
5.Happy family =)
6.Kiro,Tycoon,Yingy to do sth abt their.... =P

Ok la maybe tats all... i dun really have anything else,hope my 6 wishes come true for this year! =D

To end off, A VERY HAPPY 2010 TO ALL! =D

How true...how real...

2009-12-29T15:38:00.002+08:00

Some things are just loads of crap,i knew it! Its alwayz like this,and u can just gimme all the crap u wan,like i m stupid enough to believe,actually i did believe,so stupid of me...
Chances...u dun just get them so easily...like wow tats so lucky for u.... =)
How the hell am i supposed to noe why its like tat,dun ask me,u gave me all tat crap first.=S
Maybe u could tell me why it ended up like tat,like ALL the details,THANKS.
U better not regret it,or else i m so gonna LAUGH.
Now,GD LUCK!
Haha enough of random crap... 12 MORE DAYS DEN GET PAY! HOW?!?!

Cheating on others without feeling even the slightest hint of guilt.

2009-12-28T15:13:00.002+08:00

Been writing again often lately,thing is no one comes to read anymore,well dosen matter,this place is for me to record down stuff anyways.I have been thinking why some ppl can just lie to u all day and dun feel anything abt it,at least for me, i will feel bad when i lie,esp when its bid bad lies.In the end i will alwayz say sry.But some ppl just dun,and they really make me sick.Oh and its new year again soon,and i m OUT OF CASH THIS MONTH ZZZ. Damn its like 13 more days to payday,DIE!!! New year wishes....dun hav any at the moment,guess i will list them down when i think of them during new year.

Can't escape!

2009-12-22T13:13:00.002+08:00

Some things just dun seem to be able to get rid of so easily(or rather cant get rid even if u try damn hard), Maybe its fated to be, and may not be a bad thing la.Many things have given me some "enlightenment" recently.Blah, maybe i shud just take everything tats coming my way. And u guys probably shud too. U will nv noe wat will happen. Unless u're pretty sure its gonna be bad. How can things happen so coincidentally tat its so hard to believe yet its real. maybe we shud all see things in a different light. Tat way,we can see things more clearly. Full of random shit again from me, i really have not much to say except i have a lot of thoughts in mind.

Some thoughts...

2009-12-19T00:41:00.002+08:00

Haha! Hi again! Another Random post since theres nth else to talk abt when most of ur life currently = SAF -.-
Things has been running through my head all the time.... infinite questions with infinite answers... How shud i go abt doing this? Why am i doing this? What this What that How this How that Why this Why that? And answers are like everywhere, but WHICH ONE?(another question lol) I guess almost everyone else is the same except for maybe a certain Tangwah. =X... Then again, i alwayz like to tell myself to stop squeezing my brain juice and get those things out of my head, but well, i guess those things wont leave... i have no choice....
So... lets just stick with them, and get my favourite answer,may not be the right one, but at leats its my fav! =)
Well... i just wanna say down here that we need to get things to flow into my minds and get an answer to it fast, and its not just possible answers u cant decide on, u need to decide on one as quickly as ur brain cells can work to it... Haha i hav been rambling abt crap all this while, its just tat i wanna share with "people" how i feel, so FREN! U BETTER DO STH FAST BEFORE THINGS GET WORSE I TELL U.... =)

Some random update after a long long time.

2009-12-16T09:10:00.003+08:00

Oh well, after being in the army for such a long time and not being able to talk abt life inside, i sort of abandoned this blog, until a few days ago after "work", and having missed the last shuttle bus, i walked down to the bus stop, and rmbed my blog, because i wanted to write abt sth i saw, so i m here again. Actually i wanted to post on tat day itself,but was too lazy. And since yongsheng tagged asking me to update, and i saw tat Kiro did some update too lol, i decided to coem and write here while in camp. =)

Its abt this place i saw on my way home, its my old Primary sch haha. I lived in Jurong West area until i was 8 yrs old, and to be honest, i totally forgot abt tat place until tat day,when i saw my sch again, i suddenly rmbed tat i used to live in those blocks opposite Juying Primary sch, which was where i used to study. And to my surprised, i saw this teacher walking out of the gate, and she was my primary sch teacher! haha. The best thing abt it is tat she kinda found me familiar, lol. We talked for a while... she quite a gd teacher, taught me maths in the past.

So i walked home thinking abt my past, when i was young... haha. Tats all for this post, its really random i noe, but i just wanna pen it down.

Some extra stuff: I miss my sec sch frens,because of army and their schooling, our timings alwayz clash and i haven been able to see them often... KIRO!!! DO STH ABT THIS. haha.

Suki-Ya + Public Enemies

2009-07-26T14:32:00.000+08:00

FINALLY WENT OUT WITH CHUMS AGAIN! =D Talked a lot and really caught up well with them. Its been like 5 wks since i saw them, and thx to Kiro who planned this 1, i get to catch up with them again, so it was really meaningfulto me =). Ate at Suki-Ya, not bad i would say, at least we chose the right soup base, unlike ML who wanted Sukiyaki lol. The rest sitting with him suffered =X. We took Kimuchi which is nice =).
Went to catch public enemies after we are done with the food, the movie was alright. To me, i prefer movies with more happenings instead of just talking and talking, hence i didn really liked it as i tot it was really slow paced, lol.
Chilled with Kiro, Yingy and Tk after the movie, the rest went home. We stayed in macs and talked and talked =), and i got updated =D.
Hope to go out with them again real soon =)

So long nv update...

2009-07-04T16:03:00.003+08:00

So i decided to make an update la, since they keep saying i cant talk abt army -.- so i better just be safe and keep quiet la, tats y so long nv update. Since i m updating now, shall talk abtwat happened these few weekends in which i m out of Pasir Laba Camp.
1. I received letter from NTU... ask me go interview, waste all my stupid time and preparation, den tell me bye bye. nice one la, seriously.
2.Watch transformers 2 with JC frens, not bad la, i like the story more den the 1st one, but their action is nv gd one la, at least to me, robots fighting = cmi. The effects and graphics are cool of coz.
3. Did some planning on how to wisely spend my income, especially after i become a 3SG =)
4. SLEEP, SLACK, AND MORE SLACK =D

Shall try to update more if i can, army eats freedom.

Drag me to hell...

2009-06-12T11:08:00.003+08:00

Went out ytd with yingy ben ml and tk to watch drag me to hell, been damn long since i saw tk and yingy due to the 3 saturdays in a row stay in i had in camp, so was quite happy to be able to see them again =). As for the movie... it wasn't gd to me, so i dun recommend ppl watch it. Its not scary at all, and its very lame. Even though i did laugh at some parts because it was damn funny, but it was funny in a lame way. So unless u wanna watch a lame and funny movie instead of wat seemed like an horror show to surprise urself, watch it. =)

On a side note, i just realised tat my previous post has a lot a lot of typos, but i m lazy to edit, so bear with it =S

NIE INTERVIEW

2009-05-26T15:46:00.002+08:00

Just got back not too long ago from interview for NIE. ITS JUST ONE WORD: SCARYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. Coz i m like the only guy tats younger den 21 there, the rest are all adults la! So when its my turn to go in....
Interviewer 1: When are u ending NS?
Me: March 2011
1(basically means interviwer 1, figured tat i need to cut it down so tat i dun waste my time typing and i m lazy so yea, there are 3 interviwers anw): Den why did u apply so early? the rest other are all adults, and u are not even 20.
Me: Coz i really wanna secure my place in this course, as i m very passionate about teaching.
2: Did u apply for other courses?
Me: No, coz i m only interested in teaching, and figured tat tats the only thing i m gonna do.
2: So no other courses?
Me: Yes.
1: Since u so say, tell us why u wanna teach.
Me: I wanna see the young generation grow only my guidance, i wanna guide there through their learning, and i think its a great achievement to be able to do so. So when i succeed in doing tat, i will feel a great amount satisfaction in me. Also, i see a lot of kids nowadays, they dun like to learn and study, so i hope to change learning, to make it more fun and enjoyable, and to make the children understand why learning is impt, so tat they will like learning.
1: Have u talked to ur teachers abt being a teacher, hav u learnt wat they hav gone through?
Me: (pause a while) Not really, but some of my the teachers at i m close with do tell me at times abt how stressed up they can be, and the only thing tat keeps them going and the students. They also say tat i can become a teacher because i like to interaction with people, and i will be able to interact with students well.
1: But do u noe tat most of the time teachers are very frustrated with the students because they could not make them listen?
Me: yes i noe its not easy to make every1 in a class of 40 odd students listen to u, but i believe tat i m a very patient person, and i m confident tat i can do it, by slowly, trying different ways, to make them learn.
1: Hav u done relief teaching before?
Me: No, but i hav taught tuition be4.
1: One to one?
Me: yes, i hav taught abt 10 differenet students.
1: Do u noe tat its diff btn teaching 1 and 40 students, wats the difference?
Me: Yes i noe tat its very different, and its much harder, because u can focus more when teach only 1 student, and its also harder to be also to keep a class of 40 under control as compared to only 1 student.
1: Since u say tat u are very interested abt this course, can u tell me more abt it?
Me: Like wat?(SCREWED LOL)
1: Everything! U shud hav read up abt our course since u said u are so interested abt it.
3(3 is like damn extra, this is the only time she spoke, even though 2 also speak very little, but at least he nods here and there): For example, how long is this course?
Me: abt 4 years i think
3: gone(dunno why she said tat, its really abt 4 years rite? tell me if i m wrong)
1: Wat do u do in the course?
Me: i roughly rmb, there are 4 parts, 1st is to learn the content of the subject u wanna teach, den u learn the skills required to teach, den u go to some neighbour schs to practice, sth like practical.
1: practicum
Me: yes, practicum, and lastly its ur test i think, all 4 parts.(at this point they nodded =D)
1: So any questions for us?
Me: (paused again) No, Not really
1: Ok u can go
Me: Thank you.

Yea so tats how my interview went, i think i hav answered the qns quite well. But its still scary to me coz i was damn nervous, and i didn look gd in front of them, even though i answered ok, but i look damn dumb of i was nervous. Also outside is all adults la! Like mroe experienced den me, how to WIN? zzz. Lets just hope i get a place in the 2011 intake bah. Den i dun ha to worry anymore la. I wanted to take photos, but my phone is the no camera phone, and i m lazy to change to my cam phone coz i m like booking in later, leaving house at abt 530, so wats the point -.- So didn take pics =(.
Sry to bore every1 with my chunk of words, post has finally ended, happy? =)

Platoon Outing!

2009-05-02T13:16:00.003+08:00

It was quite lol tat we had an platoon outing just after the 2 weeks confinement, but i tot it was gonna be go, plus its impt to noe my platoon mates, so i went. But, only 10 ppl(including me) turned up -.- Thats like out of 46 leh, its not even 1 section -.- Feels a bit sian la, coz the platoon not on one zzz. The rest of us made do with the remaining strength, and went for swensens, had lotsa fun chatting and bonding and all, so it was still gd =) I left early because they wanted to watch X-men and i alr watched it, so i missed out the rest of the fun tat day =( Hope tat we can work as a platoon for the next 7 weeks or so =D

Photos! (courtesy of Gee suan =) )

Row 1(from left to right): Reuben, Danial, Justin, Joash

Row 2(left to right again): Elliot, Zhi yong, Me =), Ming jiang, Jin jia, Gee suan

1ST BOOK OUT! =D

2009-04-30T01:41:00.002+08:00

Yeah out a few hours ago, since i m a gd boy, i wont blog abt army, and i will obey wat the commanders said =P, all i can say is tat there are gd and bad times, and its real tough to me. Will be going in on sun night, so shall enjoy these few days! Away from home for 16 days, i really miss every1, so i hope to catch up with all =D

A day with CHUMS! =D

2009-04-12T02:16:00.003+08:00

Yeah so went out with the sec sch clique, but without Jet, Hato and Verne =( Was out since yesterday lol. Went to somewhere near ML's for Zhi Cha! haha. And we somehow got to this point where we all decided to guess the price of the meal, and supposedly, the person who guessed it closest to the correct amount does not need to pay. I guessed 91.50, and when the person said 92, i totally got high and shouted YAY! with both my hands up high lol. And all my frens said: "OH COZ HE WANNA PAY FOR US" zzz. In the end, every1 paid, and they said its coz i didn get the right amount, i was just the closest -.- emooooooooooooo lol.

After tat, we went up to ML's house for our movie SPREE! Watched 3 movies: Yes man, Marley & Me( i watched be4 alr, but since i was the only one who did, watch again with the rest so tat they can catch it =) ) and DMC( Detroit Metal City ) YES MAN IS DAMN FUNNY LOL. I RECOMMEND =D, Marley is nice la, but a bit draggy =X, and DMC IS ALSO SUPER CRAZY AND RETARDEDLY FUNNY LOL. Also must watch =D After tat they started to watch Max Payne, and i slept like 10 minutes through the show, so didn catch it.

The next day, we woke up and had lunch at ml's house, thx to ml's mum =), den went off, i went with Kiro to his hse to get a non camera phone from him, the nokia 6510, super classic =D. So MANY thanks to Kiro =D, den went to get Hellgate London back from Hato, and get my NS specs, den finally i m home! =D

Overall, fun time with them =), very long since we had an outing with most people present,so was happy, as usual, even though we didn seem like we did a lot tgt, its also the chatting and catching up tats the most precious to me, time spent tgt is alwayz great no matter wat we do =), and m going into NS real soon, so this outing which sort of serves as a farewell for me, benand ml was really meaningful, THANKS A LOT GUYS. I 4got to thank my s22 buddies during my last post, so THANKS TO THEM TOO for tat outing =D

Lastly, Pics =D

The Place we ate, i 4got to mention above, they couldn't find anymore tables for us, so they decided to open a big one at the void deck near the coffee shop, lol. Quite an experience eh?Ben, our big brother, orders the food for us =)TIME TO EAT! =DNO MORE =(

Oh ya, and be4 i 4get, on a side note: I hope tat Hato gets well soon =)

A day with s22 Buddies!

2009-04-10T03:48:00.006+08:00

Yeah, since we are all going to NS soon, we decided to hav an outing, sorta like farewell, haha. Went to eat at swensens, they hav this afternoon 1 for 1 treat promotion, where u can order sth, and get another item tat is the same price or lower for free! =D So i ate a almond crusted lamp chop, and shared the topless 5 ice cream with tw, yet i only paid 12 bucks =D After tat we went to the club near westmall, dunno if its a club or wat la, the place near westmall lo, got bowling got pool got swimming all those one lol. At 1st we were deciding if we shud play pool or bowling, so just walk walk, den go into the arcade, the games there super outdated lol. But we just played a few la, for fun haha. Since its only 50 cents per game, lol. I play Time crisis.... 2! (super old -.-) And as usual, was noob at it haha. Used 1.50 and only got to half of stage 2, lol. Den use 1 more 50 cent play some motorcycle game with daryl, and tats all for me. $2 for some lol fun =D After tat went for pool. Play with ys... lose, play with daryl... lose, play with yc... also lose. haha. Overall had lotsa FUN =D Thanks guys! =D
And now for some videos, coverage of some of the pool games we played lol.

Video 1: The Battle between Yongshengs! haha.

Video 2: Tw vs Daryl! But i didn take the whole coverage coz its my turn to play! =D

Video 3: Me vs Yc! The recorder is Daryl, so just bear with his crap =)

A very very nice short film =)

2009-03-28T19:36:00.002+08:00

Thanks to tk, i got to watch this very nice video. Its a short film about communication. Take a look. Enjoy =)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uy0HNWto0UY&feature=channel_page

Got Treated again =P

2009-03-27T23:18:00.008+08:00

This time its from Kiro! So thank you Kiroro =D He asked me out for dinner since his mum didn cook 2day, and since i m alwayz nice to agree =P, i went and he treated me to swensens! (i didn ask for it =X) Yingy joined us, and we ate some ice cream too! =D, i picked the orange sherbet! Which is NICE, but they say not nice =( After tat, we had nth to do, so we just walked until we reached a playground, den stopped there. Wah! nowadays playground getting more and more fun! haha, gd for the kids now =) We plays some disc thingy and another spinning thingy! ITS DAMN FUN! HAHA. See the videos and u will noe why! LOL

Video 1: I Fell Real badly! Damn pain can! haha! But FUN, seriously.

Video 2: Me and Kiro SPIN SPIN SPIN! haha

Video 3: YINGY FELL! =D

Video 4: YINGY WIN! =D

Ok tats all guys =)

Go out, Come home, Go out again, Come home again.

2009-03-22T00:37:00.003+08:00

As the title suggests, i went out twice 2day =)
1st was to accompany kiro to the polyclinic for a brain scan. Turns out he really got "scanned" and is fine as alwayz. After tat went to yingy's... His Geo challenge was as crazy as ever. We had some fun talking and all until its time for them to leave, and since they are having food which i cant afford, i passed and went home.
Den at night, went for another "treated outing"(seriously poor, and ppl have been treating me so that i can go, like 8 times alr this year) So really thx to Andrew for the movie, its dragonball evolution. All i can say abt tat movie is tat its just a short movie(abt 75mins?), and its not exactly funny, but overall i tot it was ok =)
Now, i hope nobody else ask me to go out and say they treat me again. I m starting to feel very very bad.. haha too bad they wan me to go out with them so much =P

NUS Open House

2009-03-15T20:37:00.003+08:00

2day's open house trip made me sure tat i wan project and facilities management =)
Applied for both NUS and NTU liao. Wish me all the best =)
And also i wish every1 else all the best for applications =)

NTU Open House

2009-03-14T20:25:00.002+08:00

Went NTU Open House and looked ard many places, but in the end the only thing i still see is me teaching the future generation, so yea no change of plans =) As for frens of mine, i hope u ppl decide asap wat is it u really wanna study and all the best! =D

Celebration for Ben and Yingy's Birthdays!

2009-03-08T19:35:00.004+08:00

The celebration's on friday, 6th march(also results day for me), went Fisherman's Wharf to eat, many say they were kinda disappointed haha, so i guess we're nv going back there again.

Went to Mind's cafe for some board-gaming after food, and played the game called "I'm The Boss". Was real fun haha, we all played until we were kinda high. And the winner was Jon =) Went to Crazy elephant pub after tat to listen to some live music, but its was too loud for some of us, including me. I really cant tahan lol. So after some time we left for another one(didn take note of the name this time). That place is much better, at least the music's softer =) They ordered drinks and Kiro took the Jug on! Here it is!

Even though he looks kinda man here, it was actually a scam =P There weren't much left in the jug when he did that, and u all can also see the aftermath here:
So kiro is actually EPIC fail! =P

Went to macs after tat for some food again. Chat Chat, and finally went off for home. Ended up reaching home kinda late, haha.

Lastly, hope ben and yingy likes the presents! =D

Overall fun day la, had fun talking crap like we alwayz do =P

Time to end off with pics!

Birthday boy yingy with the fish as background =P
The guys chatting =)
Nice view of the eatery =)

Results!

2009-03-07T03:10:00.005+08:00

Yeah results time was like 12 hours ago, and i m here talking abt it. I think i will be the only person on earth to show my results here even though its not well done haha. Coz it dosen matter to me whether ppl noe my results or not. Call me weird, crazy, or some1 who dosen care abt my life, but i m not. Its just tat i really see no point in hiding and crying alone or only be sad now thats its all over and done with. Its better to just face it and think abt wat to do next. Rather den just sticking to this piece of paper and get stucked by it. So yea, i got B(maths) C(chem) D(physics) C(econs) and E(GP). Adding with my C(PW) and B(chinese), i shud hav 69 rank points. and tat shud get me into NIE and tats all tat matters =) A few subjects missed my targets by 1 grade, like maths' aim is A but got B, chem is B but got C and chinese is A but got B. Well if i get all those i will have 77 points haha. But i m still ok =) You noe, i can go on and on abt trying to tell ppl to stop being sad abt their results and all, but if u dun listen means u dun and tats it most of the time, so i m just gonna stop here, but i seriously hope ppl listen and cheer up! For i hav seen many sad ppl 2day, and i noe its not a gd feeling =)
Lastly, KUDOS TO ALL, u hav done all u could or shud i say its not the time to regret! =)
Oh went for some celebration after i got my results(which is y i m only blogging now), will update abt celebration another time... stay till then! =D
P.S This post may sound a bit harsh to ppl, so i noe its my bad la, but its just my way of putting in, also to hope tat the way i put it wakes ppl up, really dunno if i can, but i wanna try. So thx to ppl who understand =)

Another present...

2009-03-02T23:15:00.001+08:00

2day's present i received, even though real late, was the best present ever, so, many many thanks...

The Beautiful sight that appears after a Sad downpour of water droplets...

2009-02-25T22:51:00.003+08:00

Haha, i was trying to make the title as chim as possible, but i think it kinda sucks =X Yea its abt rainbows 2day, me and rui were going home and at the mrt platform when we saw a BIG rainbow! It looks like this:

Very long rite? Its stretches from the builing in the picture until lot 1, haha. Many other ppl on the platform were squating down to take a look, and also taking pics just like me. Its the 1st time i hav ever seen such a long 1, and i also overheard some ppl there saying that its the longest they hav seen, haha. Den rui realised that there actually...2 Rainbows! If u look carefully, Theres another faint rainbow above the clear one. So cool la! 1st its the longest rainbow i hav ever seen, and now theres 2! lol.

I guess 2day is really rainbow day, coz when i finally got under my block, i saw another rainbow, also very long, haha. So i guess 2day's rain in the bukit batok and choa chu kang area is some "rainbow rain" which will cause very long and clear rainbow after it, haha =)

1 day of Sports at Shuwei's!

2009-02-23T18:03:00.005+08:00

Yea went to shuwei's condo in the morning to get ourselves some exercise! Theres me, sam, rui, pee, ben and of coz shuwei himself. We played...

This! Yes tennis, its been a long time since i played, but luckily after some warm up i got back some of my skill, and was able to serve kinda well =) But still sucked at returning balls =( I m like can only serve, canot return -.- But due to my serve, me and pee won sam and enrui! haha, very lucky for us, coz everytime i serve to rui, he wont return =D But sam is another case la =(

After some tennis-ing, we also basketballed a bit, and since we were all worn out, we decided to swim! (or rather "play water") lol. But its still ok, coz after some relaxing in the pool, every1 swam(or at least try to swim) so we all still did exercise even when we're in the pool =)

And it started to rain after some time, so we had to go =( Went to westmall to eat kfc, den sam bought us to this shop where we can rent ps3 or xbox 360, its like 1 hr 2 dollars, so i just played for 1 hr la =) Me, sam and ben played winning eleven. And its so hard when 3 ppl are in the same team lo, coz very hard to work tgt. Ended up getting trashed by the com 2-0, so i suggested letting it become 2v1, and we played 3 2v1 games, with us taking turns to be the "1". And of coz, all the "1s" won coz its really easier to play alone. But nooby sam was like 1-1 when vs me and ben, and he only won in penalty... tat noob =P Sadly, didn take many photos coz most of the time just busy playing, but did hav this vid of sam practice tennis on his own, enjoy!

Went home happy, and tired =)

PRESENTS!

2009-02-22T23:56:00.002+08:00

Received 2 belated Bdae presents 2day. So since my bdae has been over for quite some time, i guess i wont be receiving anymore of them, and hence it time for a proper thanks to all who had gave me presents for my 19th bdae =)
MANY MANY THANKS FOR THE:
2 FBT basketball shorts( Andrew, Enrui, Peechun, Daryl, Yichuan, Tangwah)
Shaver( Yingy, Minglong, Ben, Jet, Jon, Daniel, Yik, TaiKoon)
Green, yellow and orange "cake" + Choco baby( Shafina)
Nike bag( Shuqing, Yanjun, Xunkai)
Pull Up bar( Hato)
Tee( Shuwei)
JJ's latest album( Kiro)
Lets hope i didn miss out a single thing =S

Dewi's Birthday celebration!

2009-02-22T00:39:00.002+08:00

Just got home from dewi's hav a birthday party at her house, and its been a long time since i met up with my pri sch frens, so we had lots of fun catching up and all, there were: Dewi, Sheng fu, Yew leong, Zai, Faris, Jolene, Stacy, Jeaneve, Jiannan, and Huiwen. And we all chipped in to get a present for her... since its her 21st bdae, so we just sth big =) Hope she liked it la. Lets just hope we get to see each other again soon, and i thank her for organising this so that we could get tgt again =). Surprisingly, she had some photos of us during pri sch, tat refreshed lots of our memories =D. And i hav to say tat i really hav a great time during pri sch with these frens =)
Bad thing is, i dun hav pics coz of a lousy camera in my phone, they all hav much better ones, so they took the photos, i'll try to get them and upload asap =)
K tats all for 2day! XD

Mahjong!

2009-02-19T21:23:00.002+08:00

This time its not mahjong with ys yc tw and andrew, haha... its with my sec sch frens: Hato Jet and Wj. And i m still as suay as ever, hav been losing money since cny, and the luck hasn't changed zzz. But still ok la since i only lost abt 5, which wasn't as bad as other times. =)
After tat went to giv out presents i bought for sq and yj, and they gave me a present for my bdae too! THX! =D And not 4getting xk who also chipped in =) They trick me just so tat i will accept the present, tats like real nice of them =)

ITS A SCARY DREAM LO!

2009-02-17T10:54:00.003+08:00

2day i woke up at like 8am+, thx to a NIGHTMARE. Here goes... The scene was like a camp, and its time for every1 to bathe. But the toilet was full, so i decided to look for another toilet, and found 1, happily went in. Then came 2 other people, 1 guy and 1 girl. So i asked them, "Can i use this toilet instead?" The girl replied. "yes u can, rmb to close the door." So i did as i was told, and closed the door. When i wanted to enter the cubicle, THE SAME GIRL WALKED OUT OF THE CUBICLE! AND SHE WAS LAUGHING, SUPER SINISTER LAUGH. I quickly went to the door, but i cant open it, Den she came approaching, LUCKILY, i woke up! I still having goosebumps as i was typing this post now lo. Coz when typing i think of it, THE GIRL FACE IS DAMN SCARY I TELL U(only when she walked out of the cubicle, when she was outside looks really ok). And i rmbed it so clearly sia lol. (usually dun hav a vivid memory of dreams). Gd luck to myself, and its a camp leh, i hope it dosen happen during army. TOUCH WOOD!

Shopping~!

2009-02-16T22:34:00.006+08:00

Went shopping for some stuff with andrew and tw 2day, YC PANGSEH! =P lol ok la take gd care of urself yc, get well soon! =) Went to plaza sing, and saw this shop which sells replicas of well-known weapons, and i saw FROSTMOURE! For those who dunno wats a Frostmoure, its a sword used by arthas, the death knight in warcraft. It costs $1228 sia! lol. Looks like this!

Cool eh? But damn damn ex la lol. Its 47 inches, very long , its like real human size. haha.

Also saw this shop named "otaku house", and went in to take a look, usually nv take note of these shops at the top floor coz i tot only got like arcade and cinema, so its my 1st time, haha. Wah inside the otaku house got some real COOL things! So we tried some of them on! haha. Here are the pics!

Hollow Ichigo(me) + ANBU(tw)

Kisame(ok i noe the glove is wrong, sry... lol) + 2 ANBUS(andrew and tw)

The ACT cute andrew and his paws. =P

So yeah it was quite a fun journey, haha =) Thanks tw for accompanying us =)

Shall end off with a video taken randomly, haha.

Part THREE! =D

2009-02-14T02:17:00.005+08:00

So for this part, it was celebration with Sec sch clique: kiro hato yingy yik ben daniel tk ml and jon. Went to Suki sushi for buffet, didn eat a lot this time because we had a movie to catch at 4.45, and i ate from 12 to abt 3 den started rd 2 at abt 4, so didn hav enough time to eat until i full again due to having to leave for the show, but it was still a gd meal, considering tat i was alr full once, and got a 2nd rd =D And thx to tk for forking out money for me =) Also THX TO ALL for the present! Looks like this!
And the movie we watched was Slumdog Millionaire, its quite a nice show =D At least i feel that the storyline is very creative, who the hell would hav tot of a story abt some1 winning "who wans to be a millionaire" and its actually a romance story? lol. For those who haven heard abt the show, mayb u can look up abt it. =)
After we ended the celebration, i went to pj for their orientation finale, the j1s all damn high lol. After tat went to eat with enrui pee yongsheng daryl andrew and shafina. Met yc + judy and yd + wf there. After tat went home. =)
Also since my bdae is alr over, and the celebrations are done with, its time to thank ppl!
1st-ly, the most appreciated ones who wished me on the actual day, 11th =):
1. Shuqing(12am exactly... yeah la i pretended tat i received it at 12 just like u said -.-, happy?)
2. Christina(12.06am... Thx mama! =D)
3. Andrew(12.19am... Lousy left hand man =P)
4. Yongsheng(12.22am... Last yr u 1st leh! den still got honourable mention of wishing me 3 times, y now drop so much? lol)
5. Yanjun(2.17pm... Its not late la, dun wry =))
Now for those who wished on the 12th:
6. Daryl(10.09am... the stupid guy who tot my bdae was the 12th -.-)
7. Junjie(At yc's hse, Thx ar!!!)
8. Yichuan(During celeberation, thx right hand man! So touched! =P)
9.Tangwah(During celebration, STUPID WIFE! LOL)
And den its for 13th:
10. Taikoon(1st time sia tk will say happy bdae de! Shocked! Stunned! lol... THX XD)
11. Judy+Shafina(Coz they saw the present and asked, thx too! =))
And also...(wah this is long post la, coz got a lot more things to write other den celebration zzz.) Since its alr Valentines now, I HEREBY WISH ALL COUPLES A VERY HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! ESP TO THOSE I NOE: AH MEOW + PIGGY =D and MIAN BAO CHAO TA REN + KOGEPAN =D
Ok! To end off, here are pics for 2day! =)
Celebration:

Bdae boy 1: Kiro(The pic looks somewhat wrong lol)

Bdae boy 2: Hato(Pic looks kinda cool, a bit like bruce lee lol)
Bdae boy 3: ME!(no comments, hato took this pic, dunno y he took it this way)
I saw this and decided to take a pic of it, its like so BAD for ppl to be doing this la! haha.
And this is the SUPER BIG UNAGI SUSHI! See the size compared to the rice, and if u need reference... look at...
This!

Orientation:

J1s being high(actually got even "higher" one but i didn take haha.

Ok tats all! X)

Part 2!

2009-02-13T00:51:00.002+08:00

Yeah part 2 is going to kbox with the same ppl but with yongsheng and without enrui. So long nv K le, finally get to K again! HAPPY! =D And i really cant sing female song liao la, when i sang, i was trying my best to keep it at standard, until i cant and every1 else was either 1. scolding me, 2. laughing, lol. So i decided to stop singing female lol. And yc solo sing "an jing"! NICE! =D And every1 was still ok, until we all sang sone mayday songs, after tat every1 is like cant sing le lol. And we also had this part where all of us get to solo Kiss goodbye once to see who can sing the best, haha. Needless to say, shuwei wins! =) And theres also this part where we sing 天使, but we change the 天使 to tangwah, so its like, quite funny haha. End K box with every1 having coarse voices, X)
And thx to pee for extra present! =D
ALSO THX TO EVERY1 FOR THIS DAY XD
Part 3 is tmr! =)

Birthday Celebration: Part 1

2009-02-11T23:00:00.002+08:00

For Part 1, its cycling at ecp with tw, yc, andrew, enrui, pee and shuwei, actually its more like an outing haha, but i dun hav to pay for the bike =P
The cycling is quite crazy when it started to rain, So every1 was like CHIONG, and we finally stopped at a shelter to wait for the rain to stop when it got real big. When the rain finally stopped, we went off again, but as soon as we started again, it RAINED! -.- So just heck la and chiong, our shirts were real dirty! haha. Coz the dirty water all splash onto us when we chiong, lol. And THX to every1 who contributed for the present =)
Stay Tune for part 2 tmr! Which is actually the main celebration with my JC frens =D

Treat!

2009-02-07T21:04:00.003+08:00

WAHAHA I GOT TREATED AGAIN! =D SO THX AGAIN TO PERSON WHO TREATED =D

Ate at ichiban sushi, and ate quite a lot... Den the person psycho us to order some new drinks, dunno wat seasonal de, so we got them, lol. They look like this:

Quite nice eh, lol... The price also "nice"

After tat went to watch movie, Underworld: Rise of the lycans. And since theres still time be4 the movie, they decided to get me a cake for some early bdae celebration, and coz the atmosphere was a bit weird, i felt weird lol. Sry to every1, i wasn't unhappy, just dunno how to express myself =) And the small little "cake" looks like this:

So yea, thanks a lot! =)

Oh and the movie... i LIKE! lol coz i felt tat the lycans are COOL, i think i would be quite happy to be a lycan, at least for now =)

ALERT!

2009-02-07T01:23:00.001+08:00

Posting to inform every1 tat if u need to find me, plz call my handphone number, because i cant sms and call due to phone bill overdue, so even if u sms me i cant reply. Thanks a lot ppl and sry for the trouble caused.

PJ CRASH!

2009-02-04T16:17:00.002+08:00

Just got back from... PJC! haha. Went to crash the sch wearing sch U with H. At 1st it was quite sian, coz i didn see any1 i noe, until i saw the ODAC ppl playing frisbee at the field! So i went down and talked to them, it wasn't long be4 the DM saw me, he tot i was playing with sch U, so i was called by him, luckily, ms cheng was also there and i think she told him i m a ex-student. So he let me off, but told me not to wear sch U again the next time i come in for a visit, due to my hair colour, which can cost the sch some reputation. Talked to ms cheng for a while =) Also saw mr hiap and had a chat with him too =) Den later while me and H were walking ard, Mr Kwok caught us! zzz! "FORMER OR EXISTING STUDENTS?".. "Former students"... "Do u noe tat u are disgracing the sch when u wear the sch U with this kind of hair? Go and change to sth else, report to me, and get out of the sch". Since i had nth to change to, i just left the sch. =( Ok la i noe its my fault for entering with sch U and such hair colour, but i just wanna see my teachers and frens again, wats so wrong abt tat? =( Even mr yeow understands and let me stay lo, haiz nvm. Guess i'll go back again when i hav "proper" hair.

Bai nian with frens! (2 days)

2009-01-31T23:53:00.008+08:00

Day 1: Bai nian with sec sch frens.

Went to ben's yik's and hato's for bai nian... Enjoyed ourselves as it had been a long time since so many of us got tgt, its also been a long time since i saw some of them, like jet and jon. At ben's was just SPAM BA GUA! lol. After tat we left for yik's... Yik's hse is like eat snacks and chit chat lo. And since every1 was kinda hungry and hato's maid was almost getting the steamboat rdy, we left for is hse to EAT! =D Eat until very happy nia, got salmon, abalone, beef =D

Den play mahjong, Kiro is like the luckiest guy ever la for tat game, he "diao zeng" like 5 times -.-, super de leh, and his wins is all those rojak anyhow de lol. And i m still on the unlucky streak this new yr, losing abt 8 dollars, heng tk share with me coz i hav to go early, become 4 dollars, and he continued the game for me. And Hato's mum interesting lol, her angbaos, got 1 inside has 5 times the amt of money as compared to the rest, and ben was the lucky 1 to get it! 60 dollars leh! The rest can only leave with 12, but yea la, got angbao = happy heh heh.

When i was going home, i missed the last bus! zzz! So decided to take this chance and run home. Abt 10 bus stops, i think its abt 3.5km... and i finished in abt 17 mins, not too bad la, at least i didn turn until super weak after slacking for so long. And while i was running, i met up with this guy who was also running halfway. And he was quite a distance in front of me. My tots were: "i must overtake him!" So i kept trying and trying but to no avail, hes like 4eva tat far in front of me... until he turned this arc, and he was out of my sight... SIAN!!!

But! when i turned the arc, i saw him WALKING! "CHANCE!" lol, and i started to pick up speed, finally managed to get him to see my back. And when he saw me, he immediately accelerated, and picked up speed real quick, upon seeing tat from him, i activated my own nitro boost, and we had quite a run, with me emerging as the winner! =D He turned and smiled, and i smiled back, lol. Got home with some super jelly legs, and went to slp =D

K here are day 1 photos!At the bus stop near ben's coz i 4got to take photo at ben's zzz... Kiro pose!

Another 1... this time Ben smile! =)

This time i rmb to take photo at yik's =D And Jet joined us here.

Kiro pose part 2, yea la its kiro, poser 1 =P

Steamboat at Hato's! Whose hand?

And this is our lou hei! As compared to last yr's lou cai, its much better haha.See its ben and kiro posing again... lol.

So i finally got others to smile besides those 2 lol, dunno wat tk doing =X

And videos too! XD

Lastly, i wanna thank ben, yik and hato, and also their parents for making this event successful =D

Day 2: s22 bai nian!

So for day 2, went pee's, ys's and yc's hse. Pee's hse damn lame, coz me daryl sq rp and yj were left behind as the lift wasn't enough for every1, the rest they press 20, 21, 22, den back to 21, den back to 20th floor, make us guess -.- But pee smsed me to tell me its 21, haha =) And when we got there, its just ban luk all the way lo, Pee lost 50 lol. sad. And i won 1 buck! =D So i was starting to think tat my luck change alr for this new year... but( later on u will see)...

So we left for ys's at abt 12pm, and enrui joined us there, Yc pee andrew and ys+tw(they share) play mahjong, while me and the guys played ban luk, with me as banker( coz imba bankers no more, ARGH YC AND PEE SAVE ME!), But i was LUCKY!( at 1st), i got 2 ban luk in a row! and later also won quite a lot, when i finally tot my luck has changed, i started to LOSE LOSE LOSE LOSE LOSE, until i lost 20 bucks, its like i was winning abt 20, until lose 20, 40 leh in an instant! zzz, so i told myself i hav to stop, this cny i lost abt 50 le bah... who noes wat will happen if i dun control myself among those days where i gambled and lost. And i think yc won big at ys's! So he got back his loss from pee's, gd for him =D

So the last hse is yc's again they play mahjong, but this time pee nv play, and ys and tw solo, haha. Den i dun wanna gamble le, so i go play uno... SUPER SIAN one leh tat stupid game, i play 1 game damn sian le, den i see pee and the rest playing dai dee NO MONEY! WOOT! I joined in for asshole dai dee! We play until more and more high, and more ppl joined, haha. After tat go home le, had a fun day =)

Again, Its time for photos! =)

The mahjong table and the tiles... haha

The players....

The spectators...

And ben enjoying his drink, looks kinda blur =X

Enrui digging for money, lol...

Ok tats all! Also to thank pee, ys and yc + their parents! =D HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL XD

Sakura + Mahjong!

2009-01-25T00:19:00.003+08:00

Ate Sakura lunch buffet 2day, THX A LOT TO THE PERSON WE TREATED =D

And as usual, i nv rmb to take photos when i eat! haha... so yea no photos, but had fun eating and chit chatting. Also went to look ard and see see the science centre stuff, very long nv see le lol.

Den went to ys house to mahjong! And i won 12.10 =D

1st rd lose 5.60 de, lucky 2nd rd win 17.70 =D But i feel bad for tw, who hardly wins. =(

Ok to end off, some photos on mahjong.

For 2day's game, these 4 animals get to be taken down, coz i got all 4 of them in a row from "bu pai", lol.

And this is the "qing yi se" i got =D

Lucky day for me =D

CNY SHOPPING DONE!

2009-01-24T10:38:00.003+08:00

Ytd i got my shopping finally DONE! =D
Got my shoe ytd after a long lookout for it, and it cost 99! Ok la its the 1st time i got shoes for this kind of price =( But nvm, nowadays shoes are all kinda ex. Wanted to get another Nike one for 89, but i walk 1 round, den decided to buy tat, den go back, ITS GONE! ZZZ. So suay u noe! Den i ask the person in the shop, he say no more le, wah! Can go die la! zzz.
And actually i didn wan to buy shoe le coz i didn get my full pay(a bit short of money), but my mum, as usual, insist tat i buy a pair of shoes, 2 sets of tops and btms for CNY, like all other yrs. Yeah my mum is like tat, she will insist tat we hav new clothes every cny, even though she need to pay for them and she rather we get those we like, even though may be quite ex. So yea shes quite a stubborn mum when it comes to this, but den again it shows tat she really cares for us =)

So total Spendings this year:
Hair: $58
Shirt: $36
Tee: $30
Berms: $40
Jeans: $50
Shoes: $99
Total: $313!

Wah, this yr is the highest spending lo! Break record le, but coz got the hair la, usually also spend ard 250 de without hairdo. And since i earned 379 from working, I can afford =) Just tat haven get full pay(they still owe me 180), tats y hav to get from mum, haiz hope i get my pay soon.
And lastly, sry to tk and kiro for not going to ecp ytd, was really tired, 1st thing reach home = slp lol. Ps.
Hope every1 got their shopping done! 2day is the last day! =)

Gym!

2009-01-23T10:53:00.004+08:00

Went gym with yingy and ml ytd, and realised how much weaker i hav become after nua-ing for a long time lol. =(
And also surprised by how strong yingy has become! Didn noe he can do all the exercises with much heavier weights den wat i do! And hes only 48kg!? lol gd for him though, guess his training is really showing results =) And hes like some instructor lol, he keep pushing us to our limits. "Just do, i support u." "U cant rest, u must do finish 10 at least" "Can la, must push urself". Lol me and ml just keep repeating wat he said, but i noe its for our gd la =)
Going to NS soon, guess i'll need to get myself built up in time =)
TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN SIJIN! =D

CNY clothes shopping!

2009-01-20T23:06:00.002+08:00

Just got back from shopping with family. Got a Tee for 30 and jeans for 50. Not bad =D
Didn find a shoe of my liking though =( Guess i'll hav to look for shoe again like tmr or 2 days later... Shopping for CNY stuff the last few days is quite bad, coz stocks are limited, lets hope i get my pay tmr so tat i can get my shoe asap, and hope i find sth i like =D

NTU experience 2009! and Shopping for CNY clothes!

2009-01-18T00:40:00.006+08:00

So 2day morning went to NTU experience 2009, and got to choose 2 schs we can visit. Needless to say, my 1st choice will be NIE(national institute of education), most ppl dunno, so i 'll say it here, NIE is part of NTU. =)

And since i had no particular interest in any other schs, i followed the rest and chose SPMS(school of physical mathematical sciences).

1st was a talk abt NTU and our details abt admission and scholarships and related stuff, so yea... the 1st lecturer was kinda entertaining, i think hes the famous voice u hear on youtube, abt the video on the funny lecturer, coz really sounds like him. And the 2nd guy who talked is not fluent, so yea only enjoyed the 1st guy who talked, the 2nd guy i nv really listen, lol.

After tat went for the 1st sch tour, even though i was alone, coz no other of my frens chose NIE, i was really happy i went, coz i found out a lot more abt the courses u can take in NIE, and the important details =) And NIE is actually the largest campus in NTU, and also NIE has 1 out of the 2 swimming pools in NTU =D After going for the tour, i assured myself even more tat i m gonna be a teacher =D Most likely majoring in Maths and minoring in History at the secondary level(which includes secondary and JCs in this case).

After tat is break, got FOOD! haha, me and ys SPAM lol... den got 1 guy go approach and talk to them be4 i came, and once i reached, ys str8 away drag me away and say he go find food with me lol, i was used as an escape mechanism lol.

So shortly after tat was the 2nd sch tour, and SPMS has 3 areas: chem, maths and phy... at 1st only rui and daryl went for the chem area and we(the rest), went for maths, but maths turned out REAL BORING, the ppl in charge were like dunno wat to say, and the way they talk like some zombie, zzz and they show us into their LT and said idiotic things like, "this is the screen, can change to view pc mode, but i nv on the pc la so cant see anything" -.-!!! So after tat we just go join the chem area with the 2 of them, and chem was MUCH better den i tot! Tat place was kinda cool and i was quite interested, but of coz i hated those parts with a lot of chemical structures drawn and crazy amt of words, so yea even though its quite cool and all, i dun see myself there in the future, but i definitely can picture daryl being there, its like u can see it in ur mind, hes just tat suited for chem, haha.

So after the 2 tours it ended, had a gd time there! Both sch tours were fun! =D

After tat went to shop with tk, kiro, yik and ml for CNY clothes, only got myself 1 shirt for 35.90, and 1 shorts for 39.90, gonna get myself 1 more top, 1 more bottom, and 1 pair of shoes next time we go =)

Ok lets end off with pics =D

1st Lecturer =)

2nd one... =S

Look at the crowd! =)

NIE! =D

The goodie bad they gave when i went to NIE =)

The inside! Not much of goodies though, lol... "goodies"

And the random picture taken, lol they were using the US president election as some promotion ad, theres also mccain on the other side, but i prefer obama =X

K tats all =D

MY RED HAIR! or mayb... not...

2009-01-12T16:12:00.004+08:00

So 2day i went out with tw and yc, they wanted to get their ear piercing, and i wanted to dye my hair, so we went out tgt for wat we wanted...

First was piercing, i see them pierce i a bit =S lol...

Den i went to get my RED HAIR I WANTED FOR SO LONG, but turns out, the person say brown is more suited for me, and i was also kinda worried tat red may not turn out well, so i got a reddish brown instead, it looks like this:

Ok it dosen look red here, more of brown... but under the sun its quite red =) so i m still quite happy, at least its nice =D

And thx to yc and tw for waiting tat long time while i was getting my hair done =)

An old song...

2009-01-10T11:17:00.003+08:00

Yeah its the 1st ever time i decided to upload an old song onto my blog, the song is called 很想你, by Z chen, 张智成... the feeling from this song touched me once again, used to be 1 of my favs haha, too bad Z chen is like out of the media for a long time alr... So yeah heres the lyrics.

你在那里这些年来如意不如意

还快乐还单纯还美丽时光如何对你

我在这里人海中一座岛屿

很平静风平浪静

只除了深夜里回忆会疯狂来袭

我很想你你知道吗

如果可以就让我再见你

美好微笑清澈眼睛

好确定那场分离只毁了我一个而已

我很想你听见了吗 woo...

这是唯一我无解的困境

那些过去不肯过去

不管我后来遇见多少人

只能叹息都不是你

我在那里你会不会偶尔好奇

有没有曾经怀疑

我说我会忘记只是种好意都不是你我只想

爱你

Hope u guys like it too =D

Work 2day...

2009-01-08T00:50:00.003+08:00

Yeah posting abt work 2day coz of a few things...

1. Got my pay! =D

2. Met 2 ppl from pj who went theer to eat, they also went for the cambodia trip... yan lin and yan en... some twins, and xk's frens haha... turns out coz their aunt working there tats y they came.

3. They hav this limited ed evian bottle for sale during xmas for ppl to order, and since the orders are done, the goods arrived 2day! and i think its quite nice, so i took a photo of it, but its ex man, 1 bottle 15 bucks -.-, its looks like this:

Nice eh? =D

4. I finally took jellyfish to eat 2day! but to my disappointment their jellyfish NOT NICE zzz.

K tats all =D

Something on my mind

2009-01-04T00:35:00.002+08:00

2day after work, i met teck wee at the mrt station, hes my pri sch fren.
We talked for a while, and he said 1 sentence which got me thinking...
"wah the 5-1 6-1 batch all successful except for me, i think i m the only 1 tats failed, i think i tyco den get in 5-1 de la."
So i tot to myself, am i successful? If i dun do well for my A lvls, i wont be any better den him, yeah? And wat defines how successful 1 is? i mean successful is actually quite subjective? For me, as long as i get a happy family, and make my mum happy... i consider myself successful, and if i do impact this world in some way, i will feel even more accomplished... but of coz there are still standards tat i wanna meet.
Blah, thinking abt stuff again, i wanna be successful =D
I hope every1 else can reach their own targets of being successful =)

NEW YEARS DAY!

2009-01-01T13:27:00.004+08:00

OK ITS 2009! I WISH EVERYONE A SUPER GD YEAR AHEAD! =D

Went out with the guys(kiro hato ben yingy yik tk ml jon), to celebrate for new yr and countdown. Went to a few places...

1st stop: kunshinbo

Went for buffet there, the food's nice! i spam desserts like hell! haha... den ml keep taking crabs and eat eat eat eat like no ones business, he must thank ben for helping him peel all the crab shell so tat he can eat happily, lol.

Some pics:

Kiro and Jon!

Ml trying his best to "deal" with the crabs

random pic of tk and yik =)

After tat went bowling, but only ben me and hato played... ben is still as pro as ever, after his 1st shot of warming up, everything he learnt came back =D

U can obviously see from this pic, B = ben, J = me, H = hato... i m really lousy haha...

After tat we went for some shopping, and yingy hato and ml got a few things, kiro introduced some of us to this shop named desigual, its a really nice shop in my opinion, and even though the pants a bit cmi =/ the tops are nice! i tried a red and black one on, and it felt kinda gd, but everything there was real ex, so didn think of getting any( 100+ for 1 shirt -.-)

So we finally set off to yik's hse for our countdown! And tk had to go back to get the wines, so some of them accompanied him, and when they finally arrived, we started after some time! Played the drinking game to decide who has to drink, and during the 2nd round, i left the game due to super headache, and i puked quite a lot, so noob la me =( But ml left earlier den me so i not last =P, yingy and kiro quit too soon after me, and most of us were really dead by then, haha, survivors are yik, hato and tk, expected la coz they 3 super pro de haha... And i missed the countdown! was in the toilet puking =( so sad sia! zzz...

Lastly, i wanna thank yik and his family for letting us use his hse for the countdown, and yik's mum is a really nice person =)

Ending off with some pics of the countdown!

This is wat we hav, plus some fizzy drinks and freen tea to mix with the wines when we drink, and some chips too =)

Go yingy go!

ml looks like hes in some deep sleep haha...

Ok tats all, wish every1 a happy new year! =D

Feast!

2008-12-30T09:25:00.004+08:00

Ytd night was the 1st time pee worked till 11, so its the 1st time he got to eat after the buffet ended, as a result, he took a LOT of food, lol... this is wat we hav

some marshmellows with choc fondue, 2 lime cheesecake, 4 choc mousse, some turkey, terriyaki chicken, fried dumplings, dory fish, mussels, cream puffs, and black forest mousse! And not forgetting something not in this picture, shark fin's soup! =D

Lol pee eat until damn high, gonna eat more 2nite =P

TangWah's bdae celebration!

2008-12-27T14:45:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TANGWAH!

Ya, 2day is tw's bdae, and we celebrated it ytd coz he had to celebrate with his family 2day, went to Swensens for food and Birthday Cake, be4 this we wanted to watch Ip man, but we go cine there full le, den we go plaza sing also full zzz, and at both places we ask for Yes man also full zzz, so dun need watch movie liao...

After the food, we went to ys's hse for overnite mahjong!

And i was real lucky, i won 43 bucks in 2 rds! =D

There is this rd where i got 7 tiles for Shi San Yao, and i didn really think of winning with Shi San Yao, but den the tiles needed for it kept coming sia! In the end wat i got was:

This! Even though i didn win in the end, it was really lucky to get such tiles when i started with only 7 of them, they just keep coming, lol...

After the mahjong session end, we went home =) Had a fun and happy day =D Time for some pics! XD

Tw and Andrew, lol andrew purposely act like hes real sad to take a photo with tw, haha.

Tw trying to cut the cake, in the end they cake was too hard to be cut with such a small knife, and the ppl there help us cut it, lol.

K tats all X)

Christmas~!

2008-12-26T00:08:00.003+08:00

Yeah gonna post abt Xmas, which just ended a while ago, haha...

Ok la there are things gd and bad for me this Xmas...

Lets talk abt the bad things 1st...

I M WORKING DURING CHRISTMAS, ZZZ... and i was supposed to work from 6 to 11, den the manager change my time, become 12 to 11, damn it! zzz

And!, tw and andrew didn work! zzz lo, so i was damn sian alone, ok la i do talk to the other ppl there and they are really nice, but its still more fun to work with my frens...

Ok enough of bad things, time for gd things...

EVERYONE GO ORCHARD DEN MY WORKPLACE VERY LITTLE CUSTOMERS! SLACK! WOO! HAHA! Really lo, last few days of work is like 100+ ppl reserved seats for lunch and its the same for dinner... den 2day... dinner i see my eyes O_O, 20?! wahahaha!... its really easy work lo, usually buffet ends at 1030, and be4 1030 there will still be ppl, but 2day earlier den 10 alr nobody liao, haha... and i earn more den usual for 2day somemore, haha...

So Xmas this yr has its pros and cons la, haha...

Lastly, heres a pic of me with some balloons! This was taken on teh 24th, they had balloons up for deco, and i was told to keep them after everything was over, so i had an idea and quickly asked tw to help me get a shot! thx tw =D

K tats all! =D

1st day at furama

2008-12-24T00:28:00.002+08:00

Yeah, 2day's my 1st day working at Furama Hotel, my job is in the coffe house, but its not fixed, depends on wat they assign u. Worked from 12pm to 11pm, with half an hr break.. from 12 to 5 i was the waiter at station 2, from 530 to 11 the buffet runner, both my partners were nice ppl, and most of the ppl in the working place are nice, so i m glad =)
1 of the chef even offered me a piece of log cake, but tat time was really a busy time, so i decided not to eat, or else my partner will hav a hard time, haha... my partner later stole some small bites for me =P
Bad thing is, i fell down due to the DAMN slippery floor zzz, and broke 3 bowls in the process, haha... after tat i became real careful, and made sure i nv fall again.
After the buffet ended, there were still food left, and some of us worked tgt to get the food and eat secretly without letting the manager noe, =D Mylene, a senior worker there, is the best lo! She just take the shark fin for me and tw in front of the manager, haha... she worked there for 2 yrs le, so the manager also bo bian haha. And i also ate some chicken, log cake and black forest cake =D
Best thing abt there is, i feel welcome, the other workers all treat me nicely =)
Bad thing is the working days is not fixed, and i may get little work, which is bad for me, i rather find those where i can work for 6 days a week so tat i can earn more, i really need money at this point of time, for helping my family and supporting myself...
K tats all! =D

Twilight =)

2008-12-21T00:41:00.003+08:00

Yay this is my 150th post! =D
And its abt the movie Twilight! haha
Watched it 2day... i think it was quite nice, and some parts were kinda cool, only thing is tat i dun like the ending, and there were not much surprises, which could hav made the movie better, but i felt tat my money isn't wasted =)
Recommend those who like those romance tat are different for usual to watch it =)

Sentosa! =D

2008-12-15T20:57:00.004+08:00

2day went to sentosa with daryl tw andrew yc ys alvin and enrui! =D

Been a long time since i last went... 1st met up with the rest and had breakfast, den went off for sentosa at ard 930am... reached there, took quite long to settle down, buy food and drinks, and finding a beach with gd environment for us... ended up at siloso beach, coz got bball court and volleyball court... but we ended up playing soccer at 1st haha...

Team consisted of me tw andrew and ys, haha andrew is damn pro... i think we won mainly coz of him... even though ys also did well by scoring 4 out of 5 goals, but andrew defended and assisted well =) I really gg there lol... and my toe nail got cut, zzz den they still pour sand at the wound, zzz and right after i wash, den hav to wash again, washing the wound is pain de lo...

After tat game, we are all super tired, so sat down and rest... den after a while alvin yc and ys played basketball with some other guys, and won nicely! =D they too pro le, esp alvin haha...

Den we played frisbee, just passing the frisbee ard and having 2 "monkeys" haha... had a lot of fun just like we did for the soccer game =)

Den after tat is rest again, and some1 suggested playing ban luk, we play by betting push ups! haha... in the end i kena 110 push ups, but we alr decided to cut down every1's push ups by the person who got the lowest no. which is enrui, and enrui has 70, so i only needa do 40 =), tw is the worst who has to do 80 haha... and i think he nv do finish... lol

After the ban luk we frisbee for a while more, and went to eat, after eat... go home =D

Had a fun day, but didn take photos of us playing coz i also busy playing la =P

Only hav 2 pics of us when we at the tram on our way to sentosa... here they are:

On a side note, i hav a riddle for on my msn nick which is "I noe no boundaries, i cant be explained, i can hurt u or make u happy, what m i?"... i received many different answers lol

1.Dreams 2.My mind 3.carbon dioxide 4.God(appeared twice) 5.Emotions 6.Feelings(twice too) 7.Sex(lol) 8.Love(lol appeared at least 5 times) and no. 8 is my answer =)

Edit: some1 just gave a new answer for my riddle, which is pain... haha

Time for the girls! =D

2008-12-11T15:28:00.005+08:00

Ok la i quite sian during this holiday... so my sis had this post abt some handsome guys, and i decided to hav 1 for the girls! haha... she had 8, 4 from jap 4 from taiwan(well check out hers if ya wan, it under my links, siqi)... so i tot i would have 4 from taiwan too, as for jap, i couldn't find 4 =X, so just put other countries de, haha... didn really put a lot of tot into this 1 la, so i think got better 1s but i miss out or dunno, and some i wanna find but cant find nice pics so gave up, haha. But in the end, i decided to only keep 3 from taiwan, haha, coz the rest are better =P

Here goes!

1. Hebe

2. Genie

3. Lin Zhi ling

4. Yoon Eun Hye

5. Erika Sawajiri

6. Leah Dizon

7. Hyori Lee

8. BoA

Choose your favourite =D For me its no.4! Yoon Eun Hye for the win! She kawaii =D

Pool!

2008-12-10T18:50:00.002+08:00

2day went to buy some stuff, den went for pool with yc enrui andrew and tw. Well we had pool some time ago and i posted it, so quite sian to write abt pool again, shall keep it short. This time, i won a lot more den the previous time we played! yay! haha... real lucky la, they keep on hit in the black ball for me =D

So after tat, ate and went home... On the way home, saw my mum! =D Shes on her way home from work, so helped her carry stuff home while she go buy other things =) My mums the best, so this is the least i could do for her =)

So 1 picture to sum up everything XD

Andrew was kinda cut off from the pic =P

ML and Jon Bdae celebration!

2008-12-08T01:12:00.003+08:00

Went to ml's for steamboat and BBQ ytd to celebrate both ml and jon's bdae!

Ate quite a lot, and was happy with the food! =D

But not really full, theres not enough food for me! =(

After tat watched 2 movies, Ali G and Hotfuzz...

Ali G: a bit lame la, but quite funny at times haha... storyline is quite bullshit la... Its like those kind of show where u watch just to laugh, totally not for the story, like borat la

Hotfuzz: as u watch... starting: okok... later: sianzzz... later later: sianzzzzzzzz.... when they start the action part: NICE! haha...

Also celebrated their bdaes with a cake =D Thx to dan and ben who bought it =)

Den after tat is just watch them play Left 4 Dead, its quite an interesting game to look at at 1st, coz like a lot stuff we dunno abt, but after i see them play for a long time, its just the same thing den i nv play ma, just see, so i sian liao. =/

Den Jon show us dead space, its another game... but this 1 is much more interesting! Its like theres some alien zombies, and the main character dosen kill them with guns, hes an engineer, so hes uses tools instead, and the tools and kinda cool! haha... gamers who like rpg games tat are similar to half-life and stuff can go check it out =)

Slept at abt at ml's and woke up at like 12+, every1 else left by den except for jon and kiro, and kiro was still slping while jon was playing some game withing for kiro, so i just went back to slp, and woke up at 2pm, den after a short while kiro got up too, and we later went to eat, den go home le... had 1 and a half long and tired days at ml's, but it was quite fun X)

Pics time!

The Cake =D

The Bdae boys =D

Cut cake! =D

K tats all XD

PROM PHOTOS! =D

2008-12-04T16:11:00.005+08:00

Here i m trying my best to copy the super melvin smile, but i think a bit failure la zzz and very ugly lol.
Me and ben! I got distracted by another camera zzz

The S22 ppl who went! lol only got 1 girl, tats christina.

The Table 16 ppl! XD

Me and fanglong! I dunno how to look nice in photos zzz

Me and yongsheng! same problem as the photo above.

We took a picture with daren tan! Hes 1 of the hosts of tat nite, i a bit tense coz i directly beside lol.

We took a random shot with ys's fren! again i dunno how to make an expression which looks gd.

ys and his 1st prize!

Open le... its a not very nice shoe with the wrong size! haha!

Random shot of the crowd, and caught sam looking for sth! o.o

Waiting outside... wait until sian...

And i took this picture of a deco at the hotel! haha...

X'mas deco!

X'mas deco 2!

Xk trying to act very high for me to get a "high" shot haha.. i m wishing him all e best in army now =D

Randommmmmmm~~~

And another random shot when we were styling our hair at the salon...

Ok tats all the photos i hav for now, hav been trying to get from others, and some of them here is thx to pangpang, i koped them from his blog =P. I think i better think of how to smile nice so tat i can look better in photos in the future, lol.

PROM!

2008-12-03T00:53:00.003+08:00

Just came back from prom, ok la its not so bad, just tat some part of the programme is real boring and the hosts aren't very entertaining... the food also not very gd... but at least i enjoyed it as a nice gathering! and also a meaningful event! haha.

Firstly, met up with xk, yc, andrew, daryl, pee for cutting and styling, went to loreal professional hair salon. Not so bad, just didn like the way the person styled my fringe, well everywhere i go to, they will style it tat way, which i really HATED! zzz isn't there a better way to style my fringe? So as usual, i will go re-style the fringe myself =D

After tat we went for prom, its supposed to start at 7pm, but it started at 8 instead -.- Thanks to ppl who totally hav no responsibility -.-

And during prom, there was lucky draw(duh...), for our table, we have tickets no. 179 to 189, so as long as the person called for a 18X, we win! (sad for yc who took ticket no. 179)

And for the whole lucky draw, they didn call a 18X, until the 1st prize, he called 18.... and all of us just stood up and cheer! haha! and it was 189! ys won 1st prize! haha... its a limited edition adidas shoe, they say its worth 300.... i wonder, coz like not very nice eh... and they nv think abt the size de, they gave size 8, but ys shoe size bigger lo -.- and cant change de, so in the end win 1st prize, he also not very happy...

Oh ya! and pee go tear his ticket after the 1st rd of lucky draw, coz he tot no more le! lol... we all laugh at him =P... he didn hear the guy say, "this is the 1st rd of lucky draw" haha...

So after tat we went home, wanted to go to ys's hse, but his mum dun allow, so theres nth else we can really do as no one else can let us party at his hse, haha... didn take lotsa photos, not the kind to ask others to take photo with me... so hav to live with those we asked me to take with them, its my pleasure =) And the photos are not with me, i will try to get them asap.

Overall quite a nice day X)

Shall upload photos next time! =D

Guitar!

2008-11-30T20:00:00.004+08:00

2day went for a job interview... dun wanna talk much abt it =/
But we(daryl pee me tw) also played guitar!(the arcade one, dunno wat they call it) and we all tio pwn by pee haha... hes the only one who plays often, we played just to accompany him =)

Pee and tw! Pee so happy... he alwayz play guitar jiu high lol...

Daryl super into it! =D

The screen! random~~~

Ok tats all! short and nice! X)

Pee's treat! + Pool! + Mahjong! (ppm, parts per million lol =X)

2008-11-26T21:08:00.003+08:00

Went out with ard 10+ ppl from the class the receive a treat from pee! lol he promised to treat us after A lvls after he won 80+ bucks during CNY, but ended up paying 164! haha... but he rich la so who cares =P... haha... no la... actually every1 will feel bad when they get treated, especially when its so much! So must say thx too pee la! THX AR PEE! =D
After tat, the girls left for their own stuff, and we the guys went for pool! I very lousy la zz, play 6 games only won 2, and 1 of them is yongsheng hit in the black ball tats y i win de, noob lol.
Some pics from the pool session:

Xk... concentrate... go! haha

Daryl using some of his "imba" aiming skills, lol.
Tw just got a shot in! n1! =D

Andrew for the win! =)
See! Pool requires lotsa thinking and planning... here we see both ys and yc doing some thinking and planning =D

Ok after all tat went to ys's for mahjong! i didn play, andrew tw yc xk and ys did, with andrew and tw taking 1 spot(they take turns), and daryl also played 1 game for them. For tat game which daryl played, he won 9.60 for them la! In the end they only win 2 bucks -.- lol they gg if not for daryl, haha... The rest of us just sit and watch, or play with snowball! haha snowball is ys's pet dog =)

Got a few pics of snowball! But didn really take until very nice coz keep moving la! haha. Heres a pic of the mahjong session

ys ta pai! X)

Tangwah sayang snowball, lol.

Snowball look here la! X)

Ok tats abt it, XD

Movie Spree!

2008-11-23T08:34:00.003+08:00

Went to yingy's for movie spree the day be4 and just reach home... ok la wasn't so bad, at least got watch, haha.
Also played Taboo! 1st time playing =)

Here a scenario of 1 of the rounds out of the many many rounds we played...

Daniel trying to guide the rest of his teammates in getting the correct word...

And the rest, trying to guess, looking at their faces, they enjoyed playing the game =D

In the end, the team of me, kiro, hato, tk and Jet won XD

We also had some food at yingy's so thx a lot to him! =)

Been a long time since we had a gathering where most of us were there, so real happy to finally hav 1 after the long period where i didn really go out much due to the upcoming A lvls den, i enjoyed it guys X)

Change of songs!

2008-11-22T12:12:00.002+08:00

Removed jj's songs le, put too long liao lol, hope u guys enjoyed them! =D
Added other new songs which i liked, hope u guys like them too! =)
plan plan plan! @_@

Physics mcq answers

2008-11-21T21:53:00.003+08:00

Got the answers from junjie, sian la only get 26 zzz, tot can get near 30 de, but well, nth i can do abt it, just hope i see a C for physics when they release the results.
Anw, here are the answers =)
1.A 2.D 3.D 4.C 5.D 6.C 7.C 8.B 9.D 10.A 11.B 12.C 13.D 14.B 15.A 16.D 17.C 18.D 19.B 20.C 21.D 22.A 23.D 24.A 25.D 26.B 27.C 28.C 29.B 30.B 31.B 32.B 33.C 34.D 35.B 36.B 37.D 38.D 39.C 40.C
K gd luck guys! =D

Bye A lvls!

2008-11-18T17:29:00.002+08:00

So A lvls are finally over for me! =D
Last paper 2day was phy paper 1, nth much to talk abt it, think can get ard 30/40 bah =)
Lets just hope tat i will be happy when i receive results =)
And cant wait for chalet tmr X)
And theres prom too! XD

Mahjong! + Chem mcq answers

2008-11-15T23:06:00.004+08:00

Lol 2day went for mahjong at yichuan's hse... with tangwah and pee =)

1st rd, pee lost 10 bucks to the 3 of us lol... i won 5 bucks from him =)

2nd rd.... die! i lost 20 bucks! zzz. Ended up losing 15 bucks overall, but pee lose more den me =P, he lost another 13 tat round, adding up to 26, and yc really won a lot!

And i very suay la! There were 5 games which i could hav won but lost, because of making the wrong choice... ok its like this... there are 2 tiles which can lead me to winning, but i can only choose 1(since the rest are all done le, its like i m waiting for 1 tile but dunno which 1 to throw away and both can work)... and out of all the 5 games, i made the wrong choice! The 1 i threw away alwayz turns up! zzz... if tat didn happen, i think i would hav won 2day la =(

Since i had no more money =(... (didn expect to lose so much coz i play mahjong... win more den lose and lose also nv lose so much be4), i didn wanna play a third rd, and they got junjie to replace me haha... i stayed for some time to be a spectator =D And yc was winning even more! haha... i left be4 they ended... but after they ended tw told me yc is the big winner, and he even lost so much tat rd tat his winnings(10+ bucks) the previous rd was all lost lol, so sad.

Its like we go ys hse and play, ys will alwayz win the most, den now go yc hse he also big winner... next time mayb i buy my own mahjong set and ask them come my hse play, den i win X)

Ok la congrats to yc on big win! haha...

Some pics! =D

Took a photo of 1 of the game when i suddenly rmbed =)

jj came and took over =)

Ok besides this, daryl somehow got hold of the answers for the A lvl chem paper 1, and i got to check how much i got... and i got 26/40! Ok la its not very gd(nv get my targeted 28), but its quite close liao la, so i m ok with it =)... i mean even daryl the super pro got 31, the paper was really tough. So for those who visit and took H2 chem, here are the answers =)

1.B 2.A 3.C 4.D 5.C 6.C 7.A 8.D 9.A 10.C 11.D 12.C 13.D 14.D 15.C 16.C 17.B 18.C 19.D 20.B 21.B 22.A 23.A 24.C 25.C 26.B 27.C 28.C 29.C 30.D 31.B 32.D 33.B 34.B 35.D 36.C 37.A 38.B 39.B 40.A

Hope u all did well too =)

Chem mcq

2008-11-15T08:09:00.002+08:00

Yea ytd was chem paper 1(mcq)... i really hav no idea how i will do for this 1(40 qns a bit hard to predict la lol)... well since its 40 in an hr, the average would be doing 10 every 15mins, so as usual, i will take a look at the time after i do every 10 qns. I was following the pace really accurately for the 1st 20 qns, did the 1st 10 at exactly 15mins, and the first 20 at 30 minutes. BUT! after i finished 21 to 30, i looked at the time, and saw that i only hav 8 minutes left for the rest of the paper! Thats 22mins spent on these 10 qns! Wah, tat was when i started to break into cold sweat and really is do without much thinking liao... i just sped through the last 10, and managed to finish on the spot. Ok la i think it wasn't so bad, lets hope i get at least 28 for this 1, dunno can a not...
Yay! Last paper soon! And got 4 days break! =D

Econs!

2008-11-12T20:01:00.001+08:00

Yeah econs paper 2day, not gonna get A la... but i think can get at least C, which is quite gd liao la... no time to finish writing my conclusion for 3b =( And also nv do 6 marks for 1st case study and 8 marks for the 2nd one... But it wasn't so bad =)

Chem paper 2!

2008-11-11T15:42:00.002+08:00

Woohoo! 2day's chem paper 2 is just so gd! =D
Was really happy coz i will be getting ard 50/60 if nth goes wrong, had some which i couldn't do and some careless mistakes which i found out i made after discussing with the rest... which added up to abt 10 marks i guess, which is really gd for me as i never passed chem for my whole JC life... the paper is a lot easier den wat we get in sch, so i think many are gonna do well, but 50/60... i just cant complain =D Chem got hope for B le =D
Tmr's ECONS!